I'm back

Ok, Master is getting on me about him wanting me to update and post and all things related to my blog. Also known as: Actually do it. So I'll try. I'm trying to get everything else under control, scheduled in, and happening, so we'll try.

Which leads to a problem. My blog was originally intended to focus on my experiences in our dynamic. To not involve family, or my every day mess and life. I cannot do a blog only on that. Oh, I'll probably keep the main focus on that, but more of my life involves school, kids, home, cooking, and everything else. All of that is to better myself, to be more pleasing to him, or to help our lives. So I guess it still somewhat applies.

But it also means that on days like today,where I have nothing really related to BDSM in mind in a way that I can articulate, that I'm stuck.

All I know from the past two days, that I can think about, is this:

If you have a girl child, some days you're going to go 'Huh, I'm lazy, let's just rinse her off and throw on this cute little dress.' It's easy,and she looks adorable. You won't have to fiddle with pants and snaps and everything else every diaper change, and that is AWESOME.

Until you look at her and go...'Hmm. I think I'll do her hair n some pigtails or something. It'd be adorable with the sandals and that dress. I mean hell, a girl in a dress might as well look all the way cutified.'

This is where you start having problems. That toddler girl who will demand you brush or comb her hair for an hour doesn't want you to so much as touch her head if you have hair ties and clips in hand. She wants to flail around at Daddy, or rock back and forth playing peek-a-boo. Or just flail around going 'Nyah nyah! You can't get me!'

And you'll be dead seat on the pigtails, and the clippies for her fly-away hairs, and maybe even a bow. And you will engage your child in all out pretty hair contest of wills. While you may win the battle, you've already lost the war. As soon as you have it all done, she'll either pull it out, dump juice on her hair, or make a huge, bath requiring, mess.

Just don't. Whatever you do, do NOT decide that random days in cute sundresses require some cute hair to complete the adorable little girl persona. Unless your kid stays asleep through it all, it's probably not worth it unless it's for pictures, or the first five minutes of a family gathering.

See, completely out of place for what I was TRYING to write about here. :)